a lot of things had just happened to me.. too much for remembering but much more Ive already forgotten.. hurm, it's just too fast.. yeah, now..it's already a year since I was taking my SPM..a-l-r-e-a-d-y a y-e-a-r!!
woah! Plus, now I am already on my half-way to complete my matriculation life..what a fast life??!!
sometimes, I just feel "what have I done in my life?"
"what achivement can I proud of??"
"what kind of goal I have already gained?
"what that...what this.."
or "AM I JUST WASTE IT ALL??"
"AM I DOING NOTHING AFTER ALL ALLAH HAS GIVEN ME EVERYTHING??"
come on Aini, just say one thing.. something that values your life..Just one??
I dont think I have even for one?
No goal gained..
No achivement accomplished..
No life saved..
No right stood..
No and nothing
everything-less and at the least?
O' Allah, do forgive me again..
forgive me once..
forgive me more..
its kind like..
I may not turn everything back..mend every break I did..cure every cut I made..delete every scene I took..
But, I hope for every cloud overwhelmed my life in future, there are still has a silver lining shining brightly :)