My Journey

Pernah bercita-cita untuk menjadi seorang juruterbang wanita pertama Malaysia, tetapi sangat mencintai dan ingin mendalami ilmu biologi, namun telah dipanggil untuk menyahut cabaran dalam bidang seni bina walaubagaimanapun telah ditakdirkan menyambung kehidupan sebagai mahasiswi kejuruteraan elektrik-elektronik ketika ini. [3rd year survivor of electrical & electronic engineering student]

Heart of blog

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Subject Tambahan

Assalam.. bloggie, yesterday I asked PN Faridah *my physics and class teacher about addition subject that I want to take..She had suggested me not to add any new subject..coz, It's doesn't important for my future..actually,i wanna plus two subject yet..tasawur and syariah islamiah..then,teacher asked me, did I want to be USTAZAH?..I have no idea..I just said that I want to go to Mesir..then, teacher replied "U think student who didn't took any agama subject can't go to mesir?"..I shut..then teacher said, if u're really interest in agama subject and want to go mesir, u can take agama subject on MATRIKULASI..there u'll learn all agama subject did you like...for now, I think it's no need for u..U must stabilize all ur subject first and work hard to get A+..then, the Mesir will come to you....-thanks teacher for your advise-

Broken-hearted

Assalam... Bloggie.. He'll get to marry..with somebody else..I'm sad..Once a time ago,I loved him very much..But now my love doesn't important anymore..I let u go and hope you'll get the happinese for ever after.....Go bye dear..I.M.H.A~ now u're my memory and just will be a memory..thanks cos being my sprit.. Terima kasih Allah memimjamkan rasa cinta ini...

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Wondering

I was happy when i got to know he's single.. I really thought he's different , even though he's non-muslim.. But one day, I found one video that absolutely crush my heart.. At first, i thought it's only a gossip.. I tried to find the truth.. then, I found one sucking article..I'm really shocked, upset and felt digusting... it's out of my mind.. how can a man fall in love with a man.. Men are created for women and women are created for men.. He's a gay.. and he proud to be himself.. I feel sory for him.. he's not in right way..I want he become a normal guy..But I can do nothing...He's enough growth up.. he can think properly.. Life is not for enjoying everyday.. I had tried to communicate with him..But i didn't get any response from him..i had tried my best..I don't want to give up but i have to.. I waste my time a lot..I have to stop it now..New information i got, he had engaged in 2010 and split up last year..what the reason, i don't know..i just hope, Allah will give His NUR to him.. who know maybe one day his heart will open and can accecpt Islam as his religous..then, whole his life will change and become a role model to anyone else..this my hope and it's the biggest hope...-this hope I dedicate to someone who's name Markus-

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Bed Time

Assalam... Morning..morning.. Now, time is getting fast.. Very late night.. I gonna sleep.. Be4 that, Marky, u're good guy..i really really hope u will convert to Islam.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Looking Like That

How am i supposed to leave you now.. When u're looking like that~~~ Study time !!! Daa lovely bloggie

Merentas Desa..

Urm... Penat..tapi seronok... Hari ini latihan merentas desa.. Me and syafiqah were talking along the journey we through.. I'm glad cause have the understanding friend such as her.. Even sometime I always anoyying her.. I love her as much i could...

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Change Doesn't Make Trouble

Bismillah... Allah knows everything.. either we hide or not...if we hav a problem we should asked Allah where the right way should we choose.. Truly, Allah will provide the best answer...actually , Allah love every single His servant..but something or maybe always we couldn't feel His glory of Love.... Sometime, we knew about something then we thought there is good things happened in our life ,however it's just because our egoo..we'd ignore the good thing went away from ourlife...LIFE IS FOR CHOOSEN..u chose what u want...but it's always not the right choosen...

First Step...

Olla.. Assalam.... I just get a new news that i'm really hope he gonna to changes.... Semoga kamu menjadi insan yang terpilih..aminnn Saya nak kamu convert to Islam....

What U Give U Get Back

Assalam.... My lovely bloggie.. I discovered something which not belonging to me.. The new love... Love can make someone blind....

prayer time then take nap 4 awhile

assalam....
today my emo day...

something had burden me...

I couldn't focus on my study..
my attention went around away...


frustuated...sad..symptize...

I just wanna him to be a normal guy..
the guy who give his love to a women NOT a man..grrr

Allah may You show me the right way...

speechless

astagfirullah...

seriuosly, I memang tak sangka...
dia seorang gay !
then dia boleh bangga kerana dia seorng gay..

ya Allah...
patut I tengok dia tu lain sikit...
but, why??
how could he ...

ya Allah berilah hidayah padanya..
berilah hidayah dalm hidupnya...
dia dah jauh...ya Allah..

Hamba yakin Islam itu satu ketenngan...
andai itu yang dia cari berilah padanya.....

dekatkan hatinya pada Islam ya Allah..
dan masukkan dalam dirinya  kesengsaraan melihat  nafsu songsang...


MARK....................